the rose

Afraid of breaking
She never danced

Holla!

I MISS ALL THESE PEOPLE BELOW:

angeline see, charmaine lee, jason zhang (no idea why:P), gaorii yoong, apple chow, gurpreet (who is in thailand), sheila octania, ms lillian (dont' even ask), shehan, wendy yeong (see...i miss you! im so nice), elaine tan, anna joy tan (so far away..), jie hao, sher minn, vidyasheela, and mr harmahinder!

I'll give you all a HUGE hug when i see you, except those homophobic or heterophobic. Whichever and of course the last person, i might get sued :D

The Life of An Apple

I worked on this painting for two days. Thought i'd show you guys. Finished this afternoon.

The Life of an Apple


Close up

Whatcha think?

Joyeux Noel!

I loved yesterday. Spent the whole day with pa and ma, despite only three of us, it was great =) Pics to tell the story:

Pa's present =)


Pasta for lunch


Hmm...tastes better than it looks?


Our small bbq stand


*sobs*


dont play with fire


*sobs even harder*

apples aint good roasted

Muh ol' man


We're great as a team:)


*Habis la diet aku ni*


Junkfood!


Hee..


*Yo, let me eat in peace man*


*Smile people!*

Watch out for your cars

I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST

oooh...the joy of driving around and not having to depend on people who'd change plans just because of unpredictable mood swings.

or or or not having to pay those annoying taxi drivers who dont know what ceiling price is.

and i can drive all those who have been drivin me around ie parents, maine, and angeline!

im excited!

Weirdness

I realized that these past few days something rather intriguing is occuring to my digestive system. I eat a plate of rice and within an hour, hunger strikes. Weird...

So i figured i must be growing, but i dont feel any taller. Thank god i'm not growing sideways either. And my bowel movements are pretty normal

Wonder where all the food is goin...

Ramblings of an old woman

I am becoming lazy and irresponsible so much so that I detest completing my uni applications. I constantly scare myself by thoughts of not getting an offer at all and worse, staying the rest of my life in Malaysia working as a high school teacher teaching history to kids who will hate me till they graduate and having to deposit money to JPA's account every month. Change o' Karen before karma catches up with you! Sin and punishment scares me, there's no jury up there.

Saying that, i have been thinking a lot lately. I do not usually think at all but being distant from all my college responsibilities has placed me in this brain aching process. So naturally i thought about college. I started out pretty fanatic, wanting a 4.0 which transformed into impossibility after my second semester. I will always remember you Statistical Methods, Lab STA 215 as the culprit behind this predicament.

Then i discovered the Green Knights, the United Nations, and debate which caused me to temporarily abandon my academia. Not to say abandon merely forget, or rather misplace in a ancient drawer somewhere up there. I mean my brain. I am not at all good in science, so i cant give you an awe invoking technical word.

Right now, it worries me that i have not good cgpa compared to the rest of my friends. Ahh...the battle of kiasu-ness that will haunt me i hope not for long. Digesting all these information and putting my poor neurons to hard work should be able to kick me back into reality. But no! I am still wandering amidst murky water. As of now, im confused of my purpose in life.
(Note: When i say im thinking, i really mean every word of it)

People say dream big, dream as far as the moon cause if you dont reach it, you still have the stars. But you can't just settle for any star, if you get a really old one that will dim off (again my science knowledge is open to criticism), you won't be happy would you?

Reader, if you have read till the end, i apologize if i have given you a headache but you have proven to be a true friend of a 18 year old girl who thinks age is catching up with her.

Its Sunday!

Yay! Woke up today, had breakfast then helped dad with the gardening.

Hehe...posing pulak

And i found these two little fellows

A bug i found at the drain

Baby frog...want a closer look?

Aww...isn't he a beauty?

Don't worry, i let the frog go after a brief photoshoot:P